Can't sleep

Ben is on the mountain helping to protect the Young Women from potential threat of bears or wayward boy scouts and I can't sleep. I always have a hard time sleeping when he isn't here. I hear every sound. My mind runs wild. And for some reason the train seriously seems to blow it's horn more frequently when he is not here. Maybe I will go snuggle in with one of the kiddos. Or maybe I will stay up for the next three hours watching mindless television in hopes of being lulled to sleep. But probably I will just go add a top coat to my home made pedicure. Wish me sweet dreams... I could use them!